Monday, June 12, 2006
This is a project what I am taking up again.The one who read my blog longer know that I take this project with me to hospital when my dad is there. He is in hospital again since friday. He have had a kidney infection and he didn't recover very good.. His blood is not what it use to be . The kalium is to high... and now they found out that his kidney ( he have only one ) function for 15% ! That is not much. The doctor is talking about chemotherapy. I hope we will hear this week more. I only know that he is not good . My heart hurts to see him like this. And my mind is confused. Were do I need to pray for? Sometimes I don't know, I see him suffer. Do I need to pray for his total recovery ( is there a way back?) .. or do I need to pray for that he may live for a few years.... or do I need to pray for (if he can't recover) that it all will be soon over .....that he don't have to suffer for a long time...
It is all so hard.
I will be there for him. And will sit next to him and sew some hexagons ........ and wait what the time will bring